Thursday, May 8, 2014

My Story .

Throughout everything that has happened in my life , I go to Counseling . I've matured alot going there , i know what not to do , and what to do . I do way better in my house because I have my counselor Heather helping me out , giving me coping skills so when im mad I Can either count to 10 or Listen to music . I do everything my mom says , she asks me to clean the dishes i go do them , if she tells me to clean my room I go clean it . My counselor made me realize there's no need to argue and fight with your mom because she Just wants to help you , and she wont be here forever . So i step up , me & my mom never really hang out Usually when im home I stay in my room , but now I understand shes lonely , and I wanna be there for her since im her only daughter and her last baby . I don't wanna do anything ill regret later so I step up to the plate and do what I gotta to . Succeed in life , become a lawyer Support my mom with whatever she needs , pay for the surgery she wants , Make My mom feel like a queen  . Im happy shes my mom I wouldn't trade her for the WORLD , Thanks for supporting your only brat , love you ma (:

Wednesday, May 7, 2014

My life .

For a young girl, I've been through so much, I've seen things & I've done things. When I was doing those things I wasnt realizing that I've had people in my life trying to guide me to the right path . But one day when I was going threw a rough patch I realized my mom was there the whole time trying to Get my attention. So me and her had a long talk and she made me realize lots of things, and she made me change my ways. Everytime we fight We'd say things we didn't mean but at the end of the day we'd love eachother. I grew up being the only girl in the family because I don't have lots of communication with my father's side of the family , I was always alone playing barbies and stuff and my too older brothers doing there boy stuff . So I stopped playing Barbies and turned into a " Tom boy " and did everything my brothers did. I played basketball and played video games . But I met someone special and you know he wouldnt want to be dating a Tom boy so I changed my ways , but I will do boys things once And a while and that boy is mines and he likes me for who I am,  for my flaws and all, three years with him, plus I knew him longer than that and I'm happy I'm with him. He'd always got me and my mom to stop fighting and We'd make up I'm happy to have both in my life, I love you angel and mami thanks for being there for me.

My mother

This is my mom Maria . She is a good mom to me even though we had lots of ups and Downs. She gave me lots of second chances for the mistakes that I've done and the mistakes I havent accurd yet. When I ran away from home because of situations that happened I always remember no other home is better than your own home ,  so I'd always go back home and she always opened the door for me . She'd rub my back when I'm sick,  she always supported me she was my mom & dad. She doesn't promise me lots of thing because she has bills to pay but she gets me what she can and I still support whatever she does for me. I love her for that, thanks Mami for bringing me into the world thanks for sticking with me threw all the damages I've made ...

Tuesday, May 6, 2014

The Outcome

The outcome of all this , Is that I Made the basketball team . I've never gave up on my classes because we were suppose to get 65 % average . I Kept all my grades up did all my homework & stayed after school with my teachers . I loved to play in the game especially with all my friends even though there were lots of drama . Basketball motivated me to do to do the right things in school , not to fail to try and succeed . Im grateful to have all these people in my life , and I Want to prove to them I can be something in life and I will not let anyone down .  

Friday, May 2, 2014

Conduct & Effort

These are my before and after grades in my class . I Had no choice to leave my grades low I had to get them higher than it was . I Needed to get ready for biology Mcas because I'm not close to the stuff we've learned this whole year . I keep trying everyday, I organize my Bio notes , I Tried to do these homework packets sometimes I failed or sometimes I copied off of people & and take credit for there work . I realized people aren't going to always be there to help you or let you copy especially for the Mcas . My teacher always told me to never give on school even if you don't know a lot of stuff  Or don't fit In , just keep your head held high and focus even if you don't get it . Sometimes you have to try and do things your self and take credit of what you did .

Thursday, May 1, 2014

Mrs.second Chance

This is Mrs.mathieson she is one of the best Biology teacher ever ! She like one of us ( like a teenager ) she speaks different languages she's rough on us but she Try's her best to help us .. She gave me a second chance because all I Did in her class was be on my phone all the time , and never got my work done , I failed test and whenever she asked me to stay after I'd say " sure mrs I will " and then I'd never go . One day I realized my grade was getting to low and everyone's talking about Mcas and how it won't be the same as middle school . So I finally stayed after with mrs.mathieson bugging her to help fix my notes , and help me with all my work  and then I finally succeeded and I'm trying more hard thanks to her . Mrs.mathieson You ROCK !